Reward yourself with something new to bring into your new life. It can small such as,a new haircut,hairdo,a new shirt, or shoes. Do a little exercise each day. Say hi to people you walk by, may end up striking up a great conversation and meeting new people.

the best way to improve self esteem is to arrange to have many experiences that make you feel successful. In addition you probably need an anti depressant since a lot of drug use is attempts to self medicate depression

do smth that You’d be proud of.